Praise God for blogging...I think! This is my first blog entry and a representation of me at a new level (whether it's a higher level remains to be seen). My cousin/sister suggested that I blog a year ago, when I told her that I was having cold feet about finally self-publishing the book I had written called: "True Sisters Speak: Voices from the Sisterhood on Healing and Living". This "book" has been sitting on my computer's hard drive for years, and I was ready - or so I thought- to give it to the world (or at least to my fellow sisters in Ohio).
When it came time to make my final payment to the self-publishing book house, I froze. I found every excuse in the world not to send that check; we didn't have the money; what would my husband think; what would my mother think; what would my so-called "sisters" think? I asked every question except, "what would I think"? I had already asked God what He thought, and he gave me a clear answer: "Do what I have called you to do; do it in my name; do it from the heart and do it with excellence! You see, God and I have many conversations, and He speaks to me just like I speak to Him - sometimes quietly, sometimes loudly, sometimes boldly and sometimes not at all. But Jehovah God was clear about publishing this book, and I didn't do it.
So, I asked myself: "Is it really about helping my sisters heal and live, or is it really about me?" The answer came swiftly, and cut my heart like a double-edge sword. It was all about me, and all of my insecurities, all of my doubts, all of my fears, and all about me still caring too much what others think of me. I was not ready to make that final payment because making it would mean that I was one step closer to exposing myself to others, being transparent and lifting the veil of secrecy that I've worn for all of these years. I was clearly not ready - and that was ok with God, so it is now ok with me.
So now I am ready to expose myself, to be transparent, to lift that veil on this blog...because I have finally learned that it IS NOT ABOUT ME AT All! It is all about God, and for me it is also about my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. So with this new blog, I share my heart with you; I share my soul; I share the very essence of me - the me who is a true daughter of God, saved, sactified and holy-spirit filled. Because at the end of the day...it is no longer about me. It is all about God. My prayer is that you are blessed, healed and truly live...in the name of Christ. To Him be the glory in all things!
Scatter Wisdom, Peace and Joy...
Denise
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God Bless you on this journey.
ReplyDeleteI'll keep an eye out for your new posts.
Your writings inspire me but from our first introduction I knew there was something special about you that inspired me then and by fate has brought me full circle. keep writing so that I may continue reading...Thx u but more so I thank the almighty for the blessing he has given u to share with others.
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Denise, you are truly amazing and Heavenly Blessed! I thank you so much for giving God the glory that is do to Him. Often, we become so consumed with the day-to-day operations of our own lives, that we forget who's really in control.
ReplyDeleteThe message that you relayed in your first blog is so touching and empowering - I can't wait to read the next one!
Hello one and all:
ReplyDeleteDenise this is wonderful. So when is the book being released. All of us have so much to share that would be an inspiration for others. To a certain degree, we are each others keepers. We need to learn to lift each other up instead of bringing each other down. Hopefully, your blog can be a forum for that.
Peace and blessings...
Fatima
Denise thank you for finally being obedient to God's leading and calling HE has on your life. Your book and blog will encourage and bless so many. We need encouragement in these times and your gift needs to be spread from heart to soul. Keep on blogging my sister and you shall see the mighty hand of God continue to work in the many lives you will touch!
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Denise you have always been very special and thank God you are sharing your wisdom, with your fellow sisters. It is truly a blessing that you have opened up your heart and God's word to share with all of us. We are all truly our sister's and brothers keepers and because we can feel inspsired and encouraged by you through God's word just reaffirms that.Peace and Blessings to you Evelyn
ReplyDeleteMy sister-friend, I am so happy that you have decided to move from behind the curtain of fear, doubt and insecurity. You are an inspiration to so many women that hold dreams in their hearts and visions in their minds that battle with standing with thier own voice speaking. I applaud you for your courageous step and look forward to your stage performance in living your life out loud. Love your Cali girl. Ms. Dezi
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Dezi. I hope you know that you are an inspiration to me. I so respect your wisdom, encouraging words and Godly values. Your children and husband are blessed to call you "mother" and "wife". And I am blessed to call you my friend. Love, your C-Town sister-friend!
ReplyDeleteDenise, Our story is all we have it is something God has blessed us with to grow us and move us closer to Him. Our story is also our testimony. A testimony of his grace, mercy and power. God expects us to use our journey to support others on theirs. Our experience becomes their roadmap. The life we live in secret has always been witnessed by God. I am confident your book will be an inspiration to many.
ReplyDeleteI am blessed to call you friend and sister in Christ.
cynthia